valentines day #2 / Angie Harski (daughter)
Hello Momma,another valentines with out here,i remeber the last one we spent tog,like it was yesterday,you me and adam,you got up remeber and adam went to randalls and he came home with a stuff animal it was a grey elephant and a card,how it made u smile,then george came over that evening when he got off wk,brough u and me some lavender flowers roses at that,how i got a vase from the kitchn and fixed them up by your bed so u see them,George loved you so,He said when she made you [me] she made something so wonderful to love,and you did momma,thanks you for life,i know you ahd such a hard time having me weighing only one pd and 3 ounces,but u always said it felt like i weighed ten pds,sorry i started out hurting you before i was ready too,i know i ahve had hurt you thru out my life,im so sorry,but i wanted you to proud of me,and you said to me angie i love you please stay clean and sober when i go,not knowing on this day in 2006 you were going to heaven in 3 days,but i believe today u knew,i would of gave u my breathe if i knew u needed it,but ur heart was at peace with it all,adam i miss u,i dont talk to adam any more,im sorry momma,its his choice,but in my heart i hope u see this,i took a nap today when i woke i found a valentine balloon on my car,the windshield,like it was place there did it come from u to me,if so thank you,i got a sign from heaven from my momma,i love you and i miss u it hurts still,it will hurt always,part of me died to when u left us[me] till the day i die i take my last breathe i want to thank you fro fighting for me to have life and thank you for not ever give up on me to have another chance for life too,I rpomise on this day foward,i will never drink or use drugs,I love me and you always,aur angie loves her momma with all my heart,happy vday to my momma,
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